Obsession

**************My own experience, I am not an expert*******************

How do you know when you like someone/something??

One simple answer: You start growing affection towards it/him/her.

We like simple things that are around us. They range from a family photo to a small bud in the lawn of ours. Some take our attention for a while.. while some take years of our attention with them.

It is so fast that we love them.. adore them.. admire them.. respect them.. feel for them.. protect them.. and finally loose them.. and after some time, the cycle repeats. This “some time” is the time period that one requires to forget the troubles/risks/problems faced in the time of relationship. But who defines this “some time”?

Frankly, no one. It just pops out of our mind.. that “Enough is enough. Let’s be together again”.

How does it all start? With a small feeling of Jealousy (1). That He/She/It is being taken care by someone else. We miss the patronizing feeling showered by us on it/him/her. Then it turns out to be Envy (2). Wherein we have a ‘feel good’ feeling that we are one among the many who/which takes care of it/him/her. It’s all good till this part. But we don’t stop here. We feel Possessive (3). That I should be given priority-1 among all other. Let there be many.. but I should have my own Importance. And the final stage – the mighty Obsession(4). That I should be the only one whom he/she should be thinking of, dreaming of, walking with, eating with.. etc etc..

At the end, we either realize that it/he/she is not worth for us or we are not worth for it/him/her. That is how we are out of the Obsession, which is good for both parties.

Being a GEMINI, all these four stages go very (damn very) rapidly with me. I have had many obsessions in my life. The first ever I had realized happened in the ending of my first year of B.Tech life. I have had many obsessions in my life since then (being a GEMINI, you are prone to be Obsessed J ). The proudest Obsession I, ever had, is with Skill Pool in my college.

When we know that something is dying in front of us, which we cared for, for 5 years, and still we can’t do anything about it but think of it for every minute – yes, we are Obsessed with it.

When we sit silently in the back seat, crying within (unknowingly), when our dear one ignores us while speaking with his/her dear one – yes, we are Obsessed with her/him.

When we think of someone who is an exact Alter Ego of our self and suddenly the thought comes out of our mind that He/She is not with us, while we try doing anything possible to get back her/him – yes, we are Obsessed with her/him

Ramakrishna Math

Hyderabad… Place which gave me a corporate life… Place which taught me driving, which eventually became my best passion… Place which made me live, even for a short while, with my lovely sister…




But what do I remember when I think of Hyderabad? Ramakrishna Math.

Ramakrishna Math is more a VIOL to me than the Math itself.



Vivekananda Institute of Languages “vivekananda vani samstha”



For the past two years I have been a student of VIOL. I learnt Spanish in the due course. As many of you might know, there are rules and regulations one must follow in the institute. Need to be on time, not more than 4 leaves, need to attend prayer before class blah blah blah…



Over the period, the institute has given me lot of memories… there are times when I prompted answers to my classmates only to get a huge shouting from my sir… there are times when I went into washroom to answer my onsite coordinator’s call only to get caught by the supervisor to be taken in front of the Swamiji(Director)… there are times when I was ill(pretending) to take a sick leave in my office only to attend Spanish class…



Many such to name… many such to quote… many such to share...



Nevertheless I am proud… proud that I am student of VIOL… proud that I have received excellence award in the first level… proud that I am one of the only 5 students who pursued Fourth level of Spanish in VIOL… proud that I have got one more career option in my life…





Today I have completed the last exam in fourth level. As I am going to Chennai in a week, I might not pursue one more level there... I might not go to the premises anymore…



But what? I will have the memories for a life time.

love you Hyderabad for having VIOL

Life in Corporate

It is very great and prestigious to work in corporate.
With all the advantages it has, it also has some rules and guidelines that we need to follow...

1. Address people with their first names or last names. Usually first names in India.
2. How ever close might be the person (your colleague) to you, never ever touch anyone. We need to know our limits and follow accordingly. Remember and respect the privacy of others.

Will come to know more about the life and post the same in my next post

Always yours,
Rajendra

First social service I made to my country

The greatest thing a man can ever do is explaining "COLOUR" to a blind man....

like wise there are other tasks too which are difficult....

recently i visited "Deaf and Dumb School" and taught them origami(art of doing things with paper foldings) items, with the little knowledge I have in my life.....

I spent the Friendship day with the differently abled children of the school....

The most treasurable Friendship day I have ever spent in my life...


Thank my fate for the chance given to me...